Get over him. He's not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yea
you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can’t see yourself with
anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you
spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering
where he is and who he is with? Do you honestly think he is thinking
about you? No!
Sure
it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with
another girl. Yea you're gonna see him with his new girlfriend. He will
hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just
because he knows your watching. He knows it's killing you; that’s why he
will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly
what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it!
So
what if he doesn't talk to you; do you honestly wanna be friends with
an asshole like him anyways? Thing is I know you still do. But give it
time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just
try and make you jealous, do you really wanna hear that? No!
Screw
him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally
sees you with some other guy who’s not him. With that huge grin on your
face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you
are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl
of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you
go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did
not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And don’t you sit there thinking he won't be sorry? I know you are. But I guarantee you now; He will be sorry..
So
don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you
know your never gonna get. Or that IM you know he will never send you
simply because he likes to ignore you. He like to pretend he does not
see you online, he does it outta spite just because he knows it's
killing you. When
he walks past you in the hallways he is gonna look past you, but you
need to know he will do that cuz he knows somewhere inside you, it will
hurt. I ain’t gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It’ll hurt alot. But it
will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in
his profile. Its all gonna hurt. Knowing you're not the girl that’s
making him smile. Knowing you're not the first person he thinks of when
he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you're not the
face on his background of his phone anymore. Knowing he will delete the
album of pictures of you he has. Knowing you won't be spending every
single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not gonna be no more
late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most.
And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; your
phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your
phone hoping it's him saying he wants to give your relationship another
shot. But trust me; he's got to much pride! Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you.
Your
soon gonna realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won't be
the first person you call when you're upset. He won't be the one to put
that smile back on your face. And yea it's gonna hurt; it's gonna hurt
alot. But you know what you're gonna do? You're gonna hold your head
up. You're gonna show him your better than him and you don’t need him in your life. Your
gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting
you go and that you never really needed him anyways.
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